Friday, October 31, 2008

Sometimes the shoe doesn't fit

"Don't be discouraged by a failure. It can be a positive experience. Failure is, in a sense, the highway to success, inasmuch as every discovery of what is false leads us to seek earnestly after what is true, and every fresh experience points out some form of error which we shall afterwards carefully avoid."
 John Keats




Hey guys! I had my team meeting last night. And after a long talk with Julie, we decided it was best if I didn't compete at the KY show. Emotionally I just couldn't handle that large of a show. And in the long term it was going to worse on my self esteem and long term goals, than what I would gain from it experience wise.

I will still be at the KY show working behind the scenes at the show (not really sure what all that means, Julie is cooking that part up) and I will be in Julie's booth at the expo. I need to enjoy the show and I just couldn't if I was competing.  If you are there come say "Hi"!

I'm officially in off season, but not off "plan". We will be working on building and trying to maintain my weight or gain no more than 5 lbs. I still need to lean more, but I'm in a good place to look towards spring. Which would be the NPC Northern Kentucky in mid-March.

I know my body will be in a better place then. I just need to work on getting the "inside" to follow suit.

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

PMS + Post Comp = crazy chick


PMS couldn't have hit a worse time.  You body is goes through what I could call a "jacked up" phase when you finish a comp.  Couple that with PMS and you get a moody hungry chick, who would probably drive her car through the front of a 711, if they had Fat Free No Calorie Brownies that promise to make you have abs of steel.  I'd do it!!!  You know I would!  

I've only cried, ummm like a bigilloin times since Sat.  Now that carbs have happily reentered my life, I hope sanity will soon follow. 

 And if you lookie at the ticker -----------> 
My show is only a few days away, and then its time to get down to business shaping my body for the Spring season.  I'm not sure if Julie will have me build then lean down further or what.  I know that I'm scared to put weight on and then have to do all that work all over again.  


Sunday, October 26, 2008

Sugar Coma????


Not me!  After the show last night, I had a few things that I wanted, but didn't stuff myself.  I have a show in 2 weeks you know!  So today is a lazy, lack day, and then tomm back at it full swing!

Speaking of the show last night.  Its funny what you see in the mirror than what you see in pics.  Ouch!  And boy posing makes a BIG difference.  Not that the night show had much of that!  :0}

But anywho...

Honestly my inner "fat" girl has trouble looking at the pics from last night, without getting critical.  But I guess everyone has to start somewhere.  LOL!  And if I hit it hard, I'll look better in KY.  

So.... Thats my goal.  To look 10% better in KY = 5 lbs less & -2% BF.  I think its doable.  So treadmill, I'M BACK!!!!!

P.S.... thanks so much to April & Steph for being such great cheer leaders!!  You guys rock!



Wednesday, October 22, 2008

I LUV...


GRAPEFRUIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!  yes I do!  I luv grapefruit how about you???  I think having a half, saved my sanity!  
And it was soooo yummy!

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

BB.com Olympia Video

Okay guys... Video #2 is up on bb.com.  Here is the link: Part #2 .  

I had so much fun doing this!  I sure hope I can do it again for the Arnold Classic!  

Monday, October 20, 2008

5 days out!!!

ACK!

Okay... I was nervous before.  Now, I'm pretty much in a tizzy!  And my 2pc bottoms don't fit!  Holy cow!  I spent a fortune on those darn suits, so they would fit me right.  I could have bought one for a third of the price of divaexchange and fit me the same!  The 1pc rocks though.  So here I am all water and salt logged and I had to take pics to sent.  A very humbling moment!

So right now, I'm focusing on day to day activities to get me to the show.  And while I won't be bringing home any trophies from this show, I have came a LONG way from the girl in April who couldn't even wear the clothes she wanted and wouldn't have put a bikini on to save my own life.

Friday, October 17, 2008

8 days out....

OMG!  Where has the time went?  In 8 days I have to put on a tiny bathing suit and hooker heels and strut my stuff.  Am I ready?????  My body really needs to lean out more.  I know this!  I'm not gonna be where I had hopes to be.  I'm not going to be able to compete like I had wanted to.  

Yes... I'm having a down day.  Susie Sunshine's Rainbow is very dim today.  No sparkling glory here.  

I don't wanna be the "fat girl who should have waited"!!!  

P.S.... Yes I did send an S.O.S. e-mail to my trainer!  :0\

Thursday, October 9, 2008

My Olympia Videos...

Woo-hoo!  bb.com just let me know that the #1 of my video series is now up on the site.  ACK!

Here is the link  Road Trip to the Olympia .  Yes, I really am this dorky in real life!  haha  

Scroll about 1/3rd of the way down the page the video is called: BodySpace Member Dalotajr's Olympia Experience

Monday, October 6, 2008

Olympia {Sept 26, 2008} Recap:

Day 2: Fri, Sept 26, 2008

Up at the crack of dawn!  My body has decided to stick to EST, and I awaken to my belly crumbling.  I wonder what in the world will be open at 7 am Vegas time.  hmmm…  I dash through my morning rituals, I’m sure you don’t need make-up details here.  You can use your imagination.  And off I go in search of FOOD!  

The buffet was such a hit last night, and I’m thinking thats the way to go again.  I had heard a rumor while standing in-line the night before for at Meet the Olympians, that they will make custom omelets.  YES!  

After being seated, I make a beeline for the omelet line.  I grab a plate and start to fill it full of veggies (you pick what you want and hand it over to the chief).  I’m hoping luck is on my side, and my new chief friend will be back again today.  No such luck!  I was yelled at in broken english, that I wasn’t supposed to use a plate for veggies, but only a small bowl.  I picked too much!  hmmm….  What to do, what to do.  I smiled and said I like veggies, please use them, and hold the oils, butter, and cheese please!  More smiling after that little speech.  Nope, he didn’t buy it.  More yelling at me, and telling me my omelet would be watery.  Okay, I smile some more (people are looking), and say "I’ll take it anyways".  Now I’m getting a little annoyed, and my belly is getting annoyed.  Obviously this man, has never dealt with a lady who is low carb.  My toe starts to tap, and I think I’m getting an eye twitch!  One more word and I’m jumping the counter and whacking him with his spatula.  Now I’m smiling for real!  So I finally get my omelet and somehow he ditched some of my veggies!  That meanie!  Ok…I’m going to be an adult (this once), and walk away.  The omelet was good actually.  And not watery!  Just sayin’!

Now I’m ready to hit the expo!  Off we go to hop on the shuttle.  Not hard to find.  Outside there was a big sign, with the times.  Bus leaves at 9:00.  Okay cool.  Shoot!  Its only 8 am.  Not to panic, we can shop.  Small problem, the only place to shop in the hotel is the gift shop!  WHAT!  That’s crazy!  Well, the nice bellman/ valet dude says go to the Forum at Caesars Palace.  Sure there open he says… 24 hrs/day.  And then you can walk the 1 block to the expo.  Cool!  This is great!  Were brilliant strategist!  So off we go in a taxi to the Forum.

After a nice drive and a little view of Vegas, were finally taking the escalator up to the Forum.  Wait a minute!  Its dark!  What!  There isn’t anything open!  Our bellman/ valet dude WAS SO WRONG!  The shops don’t open until 10 am!  grrrrr   But sure you can look around… in the dark.  I’ll pass thanks!  

So fine, we’ll walk to the expo now and wait.  What?  The bellman/valet a$$whole dude was wrong again!  Its clear across town!  *palm to forehead*  Fine, another taxi please. 

Finally after another little jaunt across Vegas (I got to see alot of side streets and construction so far), we arrive at the arena where the expo will be held.  As soon as we get there, we see the BSN team gathering outside.  Cool shirts guys!  We head for the doors, and get inline at the VIP entrance.  Arriving early worked out well and were like 6th in line.  So we chat with the peeps around us to pass time.  And stare like tourist as all the exhibitors start to file past.  Holy cow!  There is so and so, from such and such magazine!  I then spy the little sign that says so video inside.  Well… its gonna be another photo mission.  Then we find out, were gonna get in 30 minutes before the general ticket holders.  Woo-hoo!  We start to plan, and I’m gonna hit the bigger booths first, before the lines form.  

So off we go!  Small problem!  The vendors aren’t ready!  Crap!  So the 30 minute window was pretty much a waste.  After I did some wondering I headed back to get into the lines for meet and greats!

Jamie is soooo nice!  And Jamie, Julie says she and Rick will work on that catch phrase for you!  lol!  Now I’m off to meet Monica!

 



Monica was very friendly, and I picked up her tank about carbs I had been eyeing!  Then off for my bb.com tee.  Its one of my favs!  And there is Charles Glass!  

WOW!  bb.com has a fabulous booth!  Way to go!

Now off I go to hit a few more booths.  I’m pretty picky about my supps, so I pretty much know what I’ll use.  And one of the samples I want is Venom Hyperdrive.  I had a nice long chat with Cody from ALR.  Very nice peeps, and thanks for the samples!  I swing by see Adelea Garcia and grab a quick pic!  **No you don’t wanna see this pic, my eye look wonky**  WORD!  

WOW, time has flown by and its time for the ladies pre-judging, and I need to grab a seat.  No problem, plenty of back seats, fronts are all taken.  Rats!  

********************too be cont!  (I need to eat and do cardio!)

Sunday, October 5, 2008

Monster Mash.... 3 weeks out!

I guess I forgot to post.  The show is a go!  Julie is thinking after water deplete I'll hit the stage around 150 lbs and 13% BF.  But I'm still trying to hit our original goal of 12%.

Saturday, October 4, 2008

3 weeks out from Monster Mash

Team meeting #3

Stats: 
-14% BF (down from 16.8%)... woo-hoo!
-weight: up 2 lbs scale weight...... boo!
-lean mass: up 2 lbs... yeah! So I was right! I did see some new muscle in my upper body.

Friday, October 3, 2008

New WO capri's!


While at the "O" I made a stop at the Fizeek Brazil booth. I am now the proud owner of my very first pair of wide-leg capri pants in black! I love these things! I wore them home from the "O" and their so comfy. And yesterday I wore them to the gym, and I must say I like them even more after washing them. These pants were a reward to myself. Back in the summer when the sale was going on, I almost placed an order. But I decided to wait, until I leaned out more. When planning for the "O" I saw they were gonna have a booth, I knew now was the time. Now I'm addicted to the fit!

I really wish I would have bought more!  My other shirts look like crap compared to my new capri's!  lol  So i tossed on my team jacket for a quickie pic!

Wednesday, October 1, 2008

Going Nuts!


<----- This is what "Fear" looks like


Well... I'm still coming down off my post Olympia high! And now its back to work, to be ready in 3.5 weeks for the Monster Mash. I'm scaried! Yep, I said it. My body is leaning out, just not fast enough. If possible, I think I gained muscle while carb cycling. I've done it before, so it wouldn't be much of a surprise. But seeing the numbers on the scale not move it an emotional moment. I look at pics, and yes, I've came a long way (I've lost over 15% BF since April), but I still have BIG DREAMS!  


I see Julie this Sat, for our Team Meeting. And I really NEED to know if I'm on track or behind. I'm looking over my WO plan for these next weeks and I don't see a ton of cardio, and no 2-a-days. So is that good? Maybe I'll see that magic week before the show, everyone raves about? And oooo the tan, everyone keeps saying its all "in the tan". I'm almost tempted to tan now, if that stuff is magic, why wait?